THE CRISIS

In 2001, I found myself in serious financial trouble. Due to poor decisions and living beyond my means, my company ran into increasing payment difficulties—despite a strong business trajectory.

At the time, I was also serving as a volunteer priest and spiritual counselor in a Christian community. I prayed intensely for God’s help and tried to lead a life that was pleasing to Him by strictly following all the church’s rules. I believed that God would reward this and rescue me from my crisis.

But there was a problem: The church—like most traditional Christian churches—couldn’t answer the questions that were burning inside me.

Was there a divine plan for my life?

Or was it up to me, through free will, to shape my own path?

How could I trust a God whose will I didn’t understand?

And if I couldn’t trust 100%, how could I ever develop unshakable faith?

Why did God seem to help sometimes, but not others?

Why were prayers answered so randomly and unpredictably?

Why didn’t He prevent suffering?

This inner conflict grew stronger. On one hand, I felt committed to the doctrine I preached in church. On the other hand, I felt increasingly empty inside—convinced that God didn’t truly love me because I questioned too much and didn’t believe “strong enough.”

Looking back, it’s no surprise that the inevitable happened:

I had to file for bankruptcy. I lost everything—my house, my retirement savings, my cars… even my phone (yes, mobile phones did exist back then 😉).

THE SEARCH

I began to look for answers outside the church. In the years that followed, I completed several trainings in personal development and became a certified Heilpraktiker für Psychotherapie (holistic therapist). I opened a small practice in Baden-Baden and worked as a hypnotherapist and regression therapist.

Nearly a decade later, I was more financially stable than ever before—

but my inner conflict remained.

THE TURNING POINT

The breakthrough came in 2011 at a seminar on Christian Mysticism.

The theme: the true nature of God and the human being. Suddenly, everything clicked.

I saw what had been missing—and began to view my faith through entirely new eyes.

THE KEY INSIGHTS

I realized that God is not an external person, but Universal Consciousness, present in all that is—including within me, and within every human being. I also came to understand that humans are not fallen sinners, but divine creations, made in God’s image.

As a result, I began praying and meditating in a completely new way. I immersed myself in Christian-spiritual teachings, and one insight led to another. For example: God doesn’t perform miracles for us, but through us.

Through the power of our own consciousness—our thoughts, beliefs, and mental attitudes—we are co-creating our reality. Suddenly, my financial problems and other negative circumstances began to make sense.

I understood:

I had to rebuild my life—not through ego, but in unity with God.

PUTTING IT INTO PRACTICE

So I took action. I left the church and reorganized my work life. Together with my then-wife, I emigrated to France. But just three years later, after our separation, I returned to Germany—starting over once again.

NEW HURDLES

Back in Germany, I felt like I was back at square one. Living in a small furnished apartment, I questioned everything again. And once more, I fell into my old patterns—trying to “solve” things with effort and strategy.

Then came the realization:

I wanted to help people who were struggling with the same issues I had—

Christians who believed in a higher power but felt spiritually homeless, disappointed by the institutional church and its rigid teachings.

But once again, I was using old methods to try to succeed with a new vision.

After many failed attempts, I finally understood.

THE BREAKTHROUGH

I made a conscious decision: To stop working for God—and start working with Him.

I let go of everything I could and began to truly rely on divine guidance.

And that changed everything.

From this surrender emerged what would become the culmination of my spiritual journey so far: my book “The Last Prophecy – God’s Message for Heaven on Earth.”

Today, I know who I really am—and what my calling is: To help others connect with the Divine within them. To show them that God is not outside of us, but present in us.

And that this is the only real security we will ever need.

THE FULFILLMENT

Today, I am deeply grateful to guide people who are struggling—with life, with faith, or with themselves—and to show them how to reclaim their inner power through divine connection.

Why?

Because I’ve walked that path myself. And I’ve turned my calling into my life’s work.

I’ve been happily married to my second wife for eight years now. In 2021, we fulfilled a long-held dream and moved to the south of France.

I’ve developed a deep inner trust in God and in my future. My constant worrying and fear belong to the past.

And I continue to learn—every day—what it really means to live the words: “Let go and let God.” That is the path that leads all of us—step by step—into what Jesus called the Kingdom of Heaven: a state of oneness with God, here and now.

NOW IT’S YOUR TURN

If you see yourself—fully or partially—in my story, I hope it has encouraged you.

I don’t believe you found your way here by accident.

Whether you call it your Higher Self, your soul, your intuition, or your inner voice—listen to that gentle nudge… and take the next step.

Learn to (re)trust God.

Recognize that God wants to work through you to help transform this world.

Feel His presence within—and begin to co-create your life, the way it was always meant to be.

God doesn’t care about your past.

What matters is your now—

because that’s what shapes your future.